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( bbs: +43-1-8928997/8928998 = ReeBoK = reebok@eleet.iddc.via.at )
\ Severin-Stephan Kittl - Hollergasse 27/19 - A-1150 Vienna/Austria /
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.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
Welcome to my 5th poetry file in 1996. It includes some poetry and lyrics
from me written or finished in the last time. All written words are (c) 1996
by Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) and have not to be republished in any way
without a written permission of the author!
This is the English part... also look out for the German part...
I entitle this collection " selfimitation "
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
mama
~~~~
(c) 7th March 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
tonight I dreamed again of you
yes, I'll be always missing you
you dried my tears and cleaned my face
I'll be always missing these days
you've been giving soul and heart
you told people that your sons are smart
you've been always proud of us both
I'll be always missing these days
I've never been seen at your grave
but I know what you showed, teached and gave
you'll be always remembered in my mind
I'll be always missing these days
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
you - part 3
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 19th March 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
moments pass fast
no matter why
looking into your eyes
my soul screams
and my heart stops to cry
I guess I like you
more than like
I guess I watch you
like observe
my eyes are open all time
to see you
I stopped falling down
and my new wings
are called love
I guess you are my friend
more than friends
will I ever kiss you
ever kiss again
will I ever love you
like you deserve it
no, take the moment
it's ok to be just friends
and I am happy
even more happy than happy
to know you
as a part of my life
thank you
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
(untitled)
written in 1994 by Astrid B.
your trust in a friend will prove well founded
through eyes of love all things will take on a new meaning
memorable moments will make your trip delightful
a helping hand brings you closer to a secret goal
you will attend a party where strange customs prevail
what you do with sincerity pays the greatest reward
travel with a light heart and happy expectations...
wherever you go, there you are
usual offer will enhance your future
a new friend will help cast a spell of enchantment
know yourself so that you might understand others
(her future was a car accident in 1995 where she died 21 y.o.)
. . . i n c l u d e d t o r e m e m b e r h e r . . .
(don't drink and drive! don't go by a drunken drivers car! just say NO!)
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
feel the air
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 22th March 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
feel the air
feel the breeze floating through your hair
enjoy the moment
when mother nature holds her hand on you
go through this world
with open eyes and open mind
don't try to hide away
you are a part of it
find your personal way
by your personal impression
listen to what other say
but choose always the right step for yourself
live a peaceful life
war aint no gain
you wont be happy to win a fight
only hungry to win the next one
don't leave your friends outdoors
let them feel the air
let them feel the breeze floating though their hair
enjoy the moments togethers
they are passing so fast
enjoy life
enjoy
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
this is not me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 23th March 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
this is not my system
this is the rich mans law
this are not my dreams
this is what he wants me to dream
this is not my freedom
I don't want to be free
this is not my decission
I want that you lead me
this are not my feelings
this is what I never felt
this is not my meaning
this what I've been told
this is not me
this is not me
THIS IS NOT ME
THIS IS NOT ME
THIS IS NOT ME
this is what you made me
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
the neutral zone
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 24th March 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
connected in seconds - it's like a dream
fast warez - cool art - the best ever seen
you start to laugh - but listen well
this is not fake - hear what I tell
you're calling once - you'll call again
free your mind - stuff for your brain
dial now the number - it's a rush
a noisy line - on your screen a flash
you see the logon - you type your name
and if you wont - you will die lame
but I know you will - you will do soon
so see you then - at THE NEUTAL ZONE!
a little 12liner for a Swiss bulletin board system called THE NEUTRAL ZONE
made on request for Locutus & Wave - the sysop's :)
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
$hoebox-Univer$e
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 24th March 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
calling your mind - using your brain
you need new stuff - it drives you insane
where could you call - a place that rocks
your blood is freezing - your heart stocks
you remember a name - like auto-reverse
a place in your dreams - $hoebox-Univer$e
a fast 6liner for my own bulletin board system called $hoebox-Univer$e
your Sys(de)!Op-tEAm is: Eliot & ReeBoK :)
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
no, my dear, we go to church
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(c) 19th April 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
new directions
from new generations
the next generation
still alive and now
what is alive?
compare it to dead
dead or alive
wanted? not!
needed? never!
never needed to live
living to know
know nothing
nothing to know
what is...
what is it?
what was it?
seen me?
seen this land
seen beyond
now we see
green view
blue air
smell the lovelyness
smell
do you smell it?
no!
there is nothing left
for the next generation
except a silent cry
next the church
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
Jesus! Is this true?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 19th April 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
what the poet says: what the poet means with his words:
brocken view will never change
your mind is dead was never alive
never knew and noone cares
but always mad that's a fact
seen it all just too much
but also nothing fanciful creature
time to fall lost the ground
life's busting jailed jailed jailed
no cancer man who needs one
no lovely maiden maiden death
a restless train rolling upside down
beyond eden beyond true believe
my god, I see at least I try to
but I am blind of life and sense
but is it me lies lies lies
or just my mind you never know
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
save world
~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 19th April 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
join the army
save your land
join the church
save your soul
join the eternity
save your life
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
base, snare, base, snare
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(c) 19th April 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
born to die
life's a lie
and death as well
that's what's my jail
the things seem fine
but life's not mine
who needs to die
who asks and why
a world like this
you never miss
you never bleed
the life you did
the painfull truth
a too short youth
a trip to life
just blow and dive
the lies are here
the lies we fear
just spell my name
it's not the same
the name to break
a fucked up fake
so kill your feelings
no more meanings
I'm already dead
and you know that
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
I am you
~~~~~~~~
(c) 23th April 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
my eyes are open
so I see
you
my mind is broken
but I see
you
my sun is black
can I see
you
my heart in flames
will I see
you
my life is hell
didn't I see
you
(dedicated to Alice)
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
only a dream
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 6th May 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
when I should be only a dream of someone else
I wonder what the people in my dreams are dreaming...
when I should be only a dream of someone else
what meaning does EXISTANCE have then...
when I should be only a dream of someone else
then I am living in someone elses memories...
and when this someone will wake up one day
I will die...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
I want you
~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 7th May 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
I wanna kiss you
never miss you
I wanna love you
all night and day
I wanna huge you
and touch you
I wanna hold you
all night and day
I wanna hear you
and bear on you
I wanna feel you
all night and day
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
lost feelings
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) 11th May 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
I lost my feelings
in a selfaddicted way
I lost my feelings
back the other day
I lost my feelings
then I lost my life
I lost my feelings
on the insanity dive
I lost my feelings
like a raindrop in the see
I lost my feelings
or they have lost me
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
shattered
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(c) finished May 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
we get served
from all sides
of the world
can it be a stranger
who is serving me?
from our minds
and places
we don't even imagine
can it be my brain
driving me insane?
they are here
they are informed
and they learn
can it be my mind
that's making me blind?
they learn
how we live
and how to control us
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
13 4 me?
~~~~~~~~
(c) May 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
a bitter
ceremony detected
enormous feelings
going here
in jelous
kindly limited
moments nothing
operated personally
quality rejected
since tomorrow
uses visions
with xenomorph
young zensors
my first 13's inspired by the poeple from #trax
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
13 lines of sorrow
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) May 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
another broken
cigarret destorted
extremly fresh
grass her
intuition just
klimbed lonelyness
my neurosis
opened professional
query ruined
selection towards
universal violence
with xenophobia
you zap
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvxyz
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) May 1996 Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK)
all boycots
centralize depression
effected furnal
grows history
injected judges
klimb losing
memories not
overlooking prejustice
quoted reformable
stupidity thrown
under visionable
work x-ray
your zombies
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
all this poems and thoughts are expressions of feelings and happenings,
of fear and hope, pleasure and pain. they are a part of life and we are a
part of them. read them, read between the lines and try to take them for
serious. then you possibly will find your own very special meaning in
them or you just understand them by reading them. critics are welcome!
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
following files are available:
rbk-9345.lit 45k my poetry, lyrics and thoughts from 1993-1995 (English)
rbk-9601.lit 20k my first collection for 1996 (English)
rbk-9602.lit 24k my second collection for 1996 (English)
rbk-9603.lit 21k my third collection for 1996 (English)
rbk-9604.lit 22k abstract (English/German)
rbk-9605.eng 15k selfimitation (this file) (English)
rbk-9605.ger 13k zeitlos gefangen (German)